2-19-07:


I do not have a good story to tell about today, so I will talk about a month or two ago. It was veryvery cold outside that Wednesday that I stayed with Conrad and Miriam. We bundled up in lots and lots of his old clothes and sat outside by the fire. Conrad's brother was in town and he talked about his volunteer work. Conrad's mother gave me lots of advice about my future and we discussed astrology. That night we drank chaii out of mugs and listened to Madeline Adams sing all night. Of course, neither Miriam nor I wanted to wake up the next morning but it was still the happiest that I can remember being. It was like we were all one big family. Even though we weren't that big and weren't a family. I often wonder if they remember the night as fondly as I do. But I don't ask.